At Christmas time, especially as a mother and one that has
been pregnant a few times through the holidays, my mind often drifts to Mary,
the mother of Jesus. My first thoughts swirl around the logistics of being pregnant back in those days without all
the modern comforts we have now. Um, no
thanks. I’m sorry Bible, did you say she
had a baby in a barn and there were animals close by? Again, no thanks. Admittedly, I am a bit of a germaphobe and I
seriously love a good pump of antibacterial hanging on the wall of the delivery
room. Second, I cannot imagine the range
of emotions she might have felt as a young woman: unwed, pregnant and at risk
of invoking shame and rejection from those that knew her and knew that she was
with child. Try to imagine: being
betrothed, a virgin, finding out you’re pregnant, having an angel visit you and
tell you that you are carrying God’s Son?
I think I would seriously question my sanity. However, that is not how Mary responded. At all.
In fact, she praised God. She said,
“My soul glorifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior for He has
been mindful of the humble state of His servant.” {Luke 1:46-48} Many of those around her might have rejected
Mary, but God not only accepted her, He created her for this purpose and He
sought her out. She might have wanted to
run away, but I think Mary knew the power of God. I like to think she had been taught about this
God the psalmist sang of “Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if
I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the
sea, even there your hand will guide me; Your right hand will hold me
fast. If I say, “Surely the darkness
will hide me and the light become night around me,” even the darkness will not
be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to
you. “{Psalms 139:9-10} Mary knew the
power of her God and so she accepted this wild thing He had bestowed upon her
and she praised Him for it. As we
journey through these next few weeks before Christmas, I would like to
challenge you to slow down and think about what purpose God has created you. Mary had a clear calling on her life. God has a calling on yours. Start a conversation with God about
this. I started asking Him this question
8 years ago and He is still opening my eyes to the different ways He has
equipped me. As it turns out, many of
the things I have seen as flaws in my personality, flaws in my body, flaws in
the direction I chose are the very things He wants to use. He is slowly revealing to me the beauty and
complexity in which He created me. He
has a purpose for my flaws and He has a purpose for my strengths. He has equipped me perfectly for His
purpose. He has also given me the
freedom to choose whether or not I will respond like Mary and praise Him for
“being mindful of the humble state of His servant.” I can accept or reject Him and the beautiful
gift He gave for me. I am so thankful
Mary chose to worship and to accept her purpose. I am so thankful she bore Jesus God’s Son,
despite some hard circumstances, and lived to tell about it.
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